ownerofbb8 | Open RP Post

Usually they just like stories about winning. [He chuckles while being maybe blushing a little. Poe's stories would always be exciting. All the fights, how they survived, everything about it is an exciting adventure for someone else to hear.]

[He's really glad that Finn was opening up a little at a time. Being more confident in the person he was now and going to be.]

Yeah, I never put a time frame on it. It's nice that you did come by. I didn't know that you'll actually come. [It was the truth. After he had invited Finn; he thought it might have been for not. When the other showed up tonight, it was a nice change of pace. Poe was dangerously close to him; he could be feeling his breath.]

[The pilot gives a soft laugh as he leans his head in more and he presses his forehead against Finn's. His eyes stare into the other's.] Why do you think you'll be in the way? I don't think you are.

Winning does make it a better story. [He said with that soft smile back. He was getting better at this. At talking to people, and being around people, and relaxing. There were still things on his mind, that were hard to get around. He still felt the panic well up when he didn't know what to do or how to fix something. But he was getting better. Poe helped. A lot.]

[He's the first person who seemed to be okay with him. Who... humanized him. That was a first for him. Being human.]

I wasn't sure if you were just being polite. [He said truthfully. Close, so close. He felt his heart racing as if he just got out of a really tough simulator fight. It was as the others forehead touched his that he felt as if he'd been shocked. Electricity running down his back. Poe might even have felt him shiver a moment, but he didn't pull away.]

I... don't know. [he said to why he thought he'd be in the way. he said it on a breath, finding he wanted to be closer. He liked the feel of the other, the warmth from him. Forehead to forehead, so close.] What... are you doing to me? [He asked on a whisper, because he felt like the other was drawing him in some how. His nose bumped the others on mistake, eyes closing and wanting what ever it was that Poe was doing, to just happen. Because clearly this was all Poe's doing.]

[Everyone loved heroes too. It was easier to keep moral up that way too. Poe had to trust in his skills and trust everyone else. He could have thrown that all away if he didn't feel something about Finn. There was something there that whatever happened with Finn, that it could happen back to him. It seemed to be that stupid pull. Who truly was the trouble magnet? Him or Finn? They were both there when things happened. Perhaps it would always be that way.]

[Poe really didn't understand why everyone had to be numbered to be uniformed. It was strange to even hear what Finn said when he told him his name. The other accepted the name Finn, he could have picked anything else after that. Yet, the name stuck around for the ex-trooper.]

We're friends. Friends visit each other in the late night hours. [Sometimes those friends seek out more than just friendly conversation at times. They've done that a lot on base when they happened to walk into each other. They never really had a private moment like this. It was... exciting, thrilling in a way. He could feel that small shiver but he didn't pull away.]

Making you feel. [It was the only answer he could really come up with what he was doing to him. Poe could have been pulling him in, slowly hinting for more. Yet, even the pilot held himself back a little, the bumping of the nose was more than enough for him. Poe only had to tilt his head a bit, before closing that last bit of distance. His own eyes closing as his lips met and pressed softly against Finn's. There really was no turning back now.]

[A pair of trouble magnets who didn't take blame for the trouble they pulled in. At least it had been working out for them both, so far.]

[As for his name, why would he have changed it? It was given to him and he liked it. Others picked up nicknames but he never had. This... felt like a real name. That was given to him. That made it better.]

I learn something new every day. [He said softly to friends visit each other in the late night hours. It had been a lot of chance meetings or run-ins. Finn generally knew where to find him in the hanger, of catching the other at a table in the mess hall. They were always around pilots, or soldiers, or techs, or anything else around on base. This was much more private.]

[The comment though. That couldn't be more true, and after he said it, it kind of clicked just how true that was. Finn hadn't really... had any kind of contact like this when with the First Order. He knew some snuck off for things, but it never lasted long, it was never really a thought, and yet here he was taking in the closeness of the person he considered his best friend, absorbing the warmth and feelings he could feel from the other.]

[It felt as if his heart had stopped when he felt Poe's lips to his own, light and kind of sweet. A first kiss, really. Embarrassingly enough. One he found himself very willingly leaning into on instinct.]

[Being in trouble together worked for them. Somehow ending up together in a mess helped. Poe knew that whatever happened to Finn would happen back to him if he chose it. He accepted it on the Star Destroyer. If he hadn't things could be so much different. He wouldn't truly be alive. His mission could have failed and General Organa wouldn't have the map to find Luke, her brother.]

[Nicknames still hold a special meaning to some. It was still a name and not a number. Who isn't to say they felt the need to break away but doubted certain decisions. Finn could still have changed his name when he ran into others... but he didn't. Poe could see that he was accepting others treating him as if he were human. He was. Finn was human to Poe.]

You'll keep learning things along the way. It's a different kind of trial and error. [Hopefully Finn will be able to make the good kinds and be able to figure out what works for him.]

[The closeness was good. The warmth that came was almost intoixcating. Finn was a sweet addiction with him finding out his own emotions. Poe couldn't help but show him other ways. He wasn't even sure if Finn would return those simple gestures either. The ex-trooper could easily shove him away and run for it.]

[That's not what happened though. He could feel the other leaning back into it. It made his heart flutter against his chest. It made him be more confident in taking this leap. Poe willingly firmly pressed back. A hand lands on his shoulder before circling around to the back of Finn's neck slowly. He pulls his lips away after a few more moments but he leaves just a few inches apart.]

[If you asked him, he would rather be in trouble WITH the other one then without. Getting out of trouble was easier with the other man. As for Nicknames? He thought of this more as his real name, then anything else. He didn't need any other name, and it was easy to remember and write. It made him feel good, too, to have it given to him. Especially by Poe.]

[He didn't say anything back to the trial and error part. He had a lot to learn, he knows that. Right now he's hoping his trial and error now isn't at all in error, because kissing was something new, and he was rather enjoying the feel of this. The closeness wasn't so new, but this kind was. This was much more personal then an arm over a shoulder or a hug. This was... really kind of perfect.]

[Feeling human was new to him as well, and if this is how human feels, he'll take it. It might be apparent that he's a little apprehensive to what to actually do with his hands at first. They opened and closed for a moment where they were, until he felt the others hand behind his neck, the kiss deepening. Like he generally always does, he lets instinct take over.]

[One hand leaning on the bed, to keep him propped up and close, the other found it's place to the mans jaw, just barely touching it at first, feeling slight stubble and a firm jawline before letting his hand slide down it to his neck and shoulder. A reminder to breath with in the kiss, as he felt the others lips part, just a bit. His chest and belly felt like a flutter of nerves but the heat between them made him want to stay where he was at. Following Poe's example his own lips parted a bt more; Finn was a quick study on how to kiss. Or, so he hoped, because he rather liked this.]

[They could always find a way out of trouble. It was a matter of doing it the smart way instead of doing something wrong that would end their lives. Poe didn't want to call the other by what the First Oder had been. Even if it had been the name he went by. Finn was brought up on the spot. He was excited that Finn liked it. It was easier to say during those tight moments when flying with him pulling the shots.]

[Trial and error was a simple way to explain what the other could do. Another would be just knowing that friends hanged out. They had fun. They did things together. Some even took it a step further. Testing the waters; the controls of the ship. Finn wasn't all error at all, he was doing things the way he should.]

[Poe would continue with the human feeling. He would make sure that the other would feel that way. If others didn't want anything to do with Finn that was their own business. Although, that meant he would have a lot more time around Finn if no one else wanted his company.]

[The brush of fingers against his jaw made him tense a little but slowly relaxed. Poe could feel flutters and a slight shiver goes through his body, which might shake the bed a bit. His eyes slitted open watching Finn under his eyelashes. He shuts them again as his lips move forward again only he slips out his tongue. It slowly flicks at Finn's bottom lip as if asking for access.]

[Finn would rather just do things that didn't end anyone's lives, or get anyone hurt. Is that possible? More likely, not, but he'd like that. As for testing the waters, that was kind of the best way to get Finn into anything at the moment. Test this or that out and see if it floats.]

[Which is kind of what he's doing now. Now, half seated on the edge of the pilots bed, leaning into a kiss he had never experienced before, and not at all sure how to handle it other than naturally. What he wanted to do was lean into it more. The touch and the warmth and closeness were almost intoxicating to an unknowingly touch starved person like Finn was.]

[He did feel that slight shiver and wondered for a strange moment if he had done something wrong, bracing for the moment the other would move away again. Instead he felt the touch of the others tongue at his lip. A little intake of breath might have the idea of surprise from Finn, or at least his nerves. He too just barely peeked behind lashes, trying to see the other this close. He had no idea what he was doing, but curling his fingers just behind the others neck he wanted to keep Poe there and close, as he kissed and captured the tip of the others tongue briefly with his lips.]

[Everyone would want that in their lives. To end the suffering and pain, to just be able to leave in peace. That should be possible, maybe someday it would happen. Poe wouldn't mind having that kind of life. The life he had right now was good. Being here, alive and with friends was really good. It was as if they were at peace even if it was a little.]

[Poe would take control of anything. He could move it as fast or slow, right now it was will power of not moving too fast. It really wasn't and the slow pick up and tiny tingles were nice. The pleasure sensors were being pushed. All he had to do was ride it and hope that Finn enjoyed every second of it too.]

[There would be no moving away from the pilot but more that he would shift pulling himself closer. The hand at the back of his neck was encouraging. Finn wasn't pulling away at all. He accepted whatever Poe was showing him. A low moan is trapped in his throat as the other's lips locked onto his tongue. He wasn't expecting it at first but it was good and exciting. A small hint of a taste he wanted. His tongue had a mind of it's own and moved further into Finn's mouth. It glided tentatively over the other's, testing, seeing what he would do next.]

[Finn wouldn't be sure what to do with a life like that, actually. A soldier with nothing to fight is scary. This thought, was a new kind of experience, and one he wouldn't mind figuring out a bit more.]

[Finn was enjoying it though, that was for sure. It was all a bit of mimicking though, feeling out how the other treated him, and return the same, but a bit of nature pulling him this way as well. He leaned into what felt good. Touches felt good, that was something he had been learning. Hugs and the arm over his shoulder once in a while. Leaning shoulder to shoulder other times. Or, like now, the feel of the others hand at the back of his head, the slow warm touch of the others tongue over a lip, over his tongue.]

[There was something exciting about this but also relaxing. A deep comfort that Finn didn't experience too often. A soft little moan within the kiss escaped, surprising even him. He drew back only a fraction of an inch, taking a swift breath and letting out a whisper on the others lips. A curious but ridiculous comment] Are we really doing this? [Before leaning in again to capture the others lips once more, a bit more firmly, tasting the pilot and finding him to be exactly what he wanted.]

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[Not having anything to fight for a solider could be really boring. Finn could always become a smuggler and get into fights that way. If he needed a pilot... Poe might be willing to help with that. Since they would be at peace and could do whatever they truly wanted. It was a dream and one to keep fighting for. They deserved it after everything everyone has been through. General Organa wants peace. Poe would fight for it too knowing that the Resistance may be the only way to take down the First Order.]

[He could provide more touches. Ones that would be more pleasurable too. Only that his hand held the back of Finn's neck keeping him close. His fingers would brush a little at the back hairs. Poe could make Finn feel good and make him feel more alive. There were plenty more emotions. Not just happy, angry or sad. There were so many others that Finn needed to relearn.]

[Breathing was becoming difficult at times but he remembered too. The drunkenness of it was making his head swim. Poe couldn't help but want something more. He didn't want to push though. He wanted Finn to be willing with it too. There's a small groan as the other pulls away to whisper at him. Another shiver runs down his back as he smirks at question.] You don't seem to mind. [Was all he could breath out before Finn's lips met his with a bit more intensity. Poe gives a small moan as he follows suit with him. This is what he wanted too. It felt right even if it might be a little selfish. His other arm wraps around Finn's mid section allowing his hand to rest at the small of his back.]

[He knew there were more emotions then the base three, but he was having to pick up on each of them slowly himself as time went on. Like the idea of crushing on someone to begin with, or attraction. This took it one step farther, which, no, he wasn't complaining about.]

[He took in a breath when he could, and he had to admit he liked the little groans from the other, or the feel of the shivers. When the arm wrapped around him , so close, so close, he let out a little groan, drawing back from the kiss, just a bit again.] You know.. [He started, catching another kiss, then] ...this is all... [And another, cus damn they were good.] ...kind of new... for me. [He said on a breath, not at all sure how to explain that with out sounding like a terrible idiot.]

[Poe could tell him all about attraction or at least see if Finn could understand it. The other could learn whatever emotions he wanted. It would be for him to decide which ones he wanted to use. Attraction could be fun, but was it just that? Was it more? No matter what it was, Poe enjoyed every moment of it.]

[There was no controlling what his body was doing. The sounds coming from him couldn't be helped either. It felt good and maybe he wanted Finn to know it in some other way. Poe edges forward while pushing against Finn's back gently pulling him closer. He doesn't mind the small broken kisses.] Yeah.. [There's a smile forming in between a few of them.] I know... [The pilot reluctantly pulls his face away to look Finn in the eyes.]

You can set the pace. I can leave that to you. [Since he seemed to be a born natural for certain things. Poe doesn't think Finn could miss, he didn't think that he could mess it up either.] Do what you want, Finn.

[He knows a bit on attraction, at least, you know, the basics, or the laws of it, or, the technical stuff. He knows Stormtroopers who got into trouble for it too. This, he hoped, wasn't something that would get them in trouble. Don't be surprised if he asks about that later actually.]

[It feels good to him too, which is why he liked it. A bit like a person who has never had the chance to feel anything before and now can and wants to try it all. That and Poe's little scooting closer thing was very welcome (and kind of adorable, but he wouldn't say that out loud).]

[As the other says he knows though, for a moment he wonders if it's just because, well, he's smart and knows these things or... because Finn is terrible at affections. He decides not to ask.]

[So much for sleep, huh? That was his original goal, to wander, tire out, or stop in and talk then tire out, for sleep.]

[This was a lot better then sleep anyhow.]

I... I don't know what I want. [He said on a breath, letting it out with an unsure look at the pilot for a moment, chewing on his lower lip before moving in again to attempt to kiss the man but, suddenly growing nervous and drawing back before their lips touched, peeking at him once more.] I don't know. Let's just... see were this goes?

[People didn't need to know what was going on behind closed doors. That was their own business. If anything; it should continue as long as it wouldn't affect their own jobs. Unless Finn decides to join another force... Poe would accept whatever the other would become.]

[His hand on Finn's back slowly raises up the center. Poe is only trying to provide some comfort. He can tell by the motions that it's new for the other. There was absolutely nothing wrong with it. Finn wasn't terrible. He truly seemed to be a natural or at least a fast learner.]

[Sleep would come after they were done doing whatever they were doing. Poe didn't mind being awake for this. Being here in Finn's company. It was nice to have a human conversation and contact.]

Well, you'll figure that out. [He could feel his heartbeat quicken at how close Finn's lips were to his. When the kiss didn't come and Finn hesitated, Poe's lips pull into a small reassuring smile.] Alright. Keep doing whatever you're doing. [There was a short pause before he leans in brushing his nose against Finn's.]

[Finn was a natural mimic. He was very good at picking up something after a time or two of seeing or trying it. The more he enjoyed it the easier it was to learn. Poe's little leading the way with this helped, a lot. The rest just kind of mindlessly came to him.]

[When reassured that he would figure it out, he gave the other a look that wasn't so reassured, but... chuckled anyhow.] I just don't... want to mess anything up. Between us. [He said carefully, eyes closing as he felt Poe's nose rub to his again. Something about even just that was nice. His nose nuzzled back a bit, and, 'keep doing what ever you're doing' left him to lean back in fully, leaning in for another kiss, soft at first, but with a little nudge of his chin and parted lips, he dared to push the kiss farther. No more words from him now.]

[Was he mimicking though? Poe only ever told Finn what controls did what on which side of the TIE starfighter. He didn't have the time to really give the other a full run down on what he needed to do. The pilot was pressed for time as he was trying to get them away. It truly was all up to Finn to figure everything out on his own. He did one hell of a job at it too.]

It doesn't have to lead anywhere serious. [They could always stop but Poe wasn't about to say that out loud when Finn's lips were on his again. He wanted Finn to make decisions of his own. The pilot would follow or even lead him toward something else. Poe parted his own mouth pressing and deepening the kiss.The opportunity was there and it would be silly to waste it. He sucks lightly on Finn's bottom lip wanting to be a bit daring.]

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[Perhaps not all things were mimicked. He is very good with weapons, and Poe did give a run down that made sense. He still isn't sure how he did so well in the TIE fighter, but he's not going to second guess it either. It was amazing, the feeling he got over that.]

[Almost as amazing as this.]

[He felt awkward in this though, which he didn't like, but still, the feel of the others lips on his was thrilling. The soft stubble of his jaw didn't bother him either. A small groan escaped his lips as the other sucked lightly on his lower lip; that was something he'd need to remember too, cus that felt nice. It felt nice enough that he pushed into the kiss a bit more firmly, eager. He might not know where to take it or where this would lead, but every touch was new and felt amazing. For someone who's never had this much attention, it was intoxicating.]

[He would hope that Finn was moving and making decisions on his own. Poe didn't mind how nervous the other might be. Learning would be a new step and he would be patient. He would be able to give Finn that time he needed. They didn't have to be anywhere. They could stay here like this all night.]

[Even if the other wasn't doing much at first. Poe would at least try to coax him to be more confident. Finn could do what he wanted. Anything he wanted and Poe would follow him in it. At the same time though, he would take the first step closer. The eagerness of the other only brought him to explore more. Poe's hand on Finn's back pushes a little wanting to bring him closer. He would be able to give Finn a lot of touch and in different ways.]

[Finn shouldn't be afraid to touch him back]

[The pilot's lip move, sliding and brushing along Finn's chin and jaw. Poe is quick to duck down and presses his mouth against the other's neck. He wanted to find out those sweet points. Those points that would make him feel good too.]

[No one else was making his choices for him, and Finn trusted no one else quite like he did Poe (Rey as well but that was a different kind of trust). The confidence would come, slowly. He was still oddly making sure the other was all right with this. Always thinking of the other person, a bit like asking someone else if they were all right while he was the one bowled over. In this case, even if he knew Poe was all right with it, he was still cautious, careful.]

[Eager though, yes. And that clashed with the cautious side of him that wasn't exactly sure what to DO with his hands. The feel of Poe's hand on his back, pulling him close felt good. Warm and inviting. The way he was sitting he was leaning on one hand on the bed, but the other was a bit lost for the moment, wanting to touch, to reach out and take hold of the other but also unsure. In the end it landed on Poe's thigh, fingers curling a bit into the fabric of his pants as he felt the kisses break to run down his jaw.]

[To trail down his neck. It would be low on his neck that when Poe's lips hit it, just above a pulse point, that Finn's mouth opened with a little intake of breath, eyes closing for a moment at the feel of it.]

[Had he know these kind of things felt this nice he would have dared to sneak around on training base at some point...]

[Poe was more than enough okay with this. Finn could take their relationship however he wanted. He wouldn't think any less or more of the other. Yes, he cared and he would want Finn to be happy. Happiness for the both of them is what mattered. Poe would be sad depending on Finn's ultimate choice. But he would accept whatever he got in the end. Even if that means watching from a distance.]

[Hands where tricking in the beginning. It doesn't matter too much. Placing them anywhere is welcomed. Poe felt himself tense and ease under the hand on his thigh. It sent a wave of heat through him causing another tiny shiver. Mostly pleasure tingles were running up and down his back. His lips massage over the soft sensitive flesh of that point above the pulse. The sounds coming from the other was enough to tell him what he liked.]

[He would make sure to keep those spots to memory. The hand on Finn's back grab hold of his shirt, slowly tugging it up, his hand slides under it to touch at the skin there. His fingertips dip around the curves and take in every little crease. Poe wanted to touch more but he kept his hands from traveling too fast.]

[It depends on how this goes tonight, really. On how the other sees him after this. The last thing he wants to do is ruin anything with Poe, but how nice this feels? He can't imagine it being ruined. Or he hopes not.]

[He was sure he felt the other shiver at the touch to this thigh, encouraging him to let it move, trail up the outside of his thigh to his waist, sliding up slowly, letting his thumb catch on the others shirt, much like Poe was doing to his own shirt at his back. Unsure but careful finger tips graced up over the flesh of the others side.]

[The touches up his back were nice actually, but especially as soft fingertips touched the lower end of the very large back scar. One only doctors had really seen much of. Poe would notice and almost indented groove that runs up the right side of his back, too close to his spine and arcs clear up to a shoulder blade. At the moment, the touch of fingers over it was oddly electrifying. It's a slash of shame for him though, but it felt nice.]

[He does get the idea though, that the touches feel nice. That he likes feeling this close to the other. The hand he's leaning on moves, a little more brave then the first hand, moving to Poe's shoulder, blindly following up it to let his fingers trail through the soft dark hair at his neck, keeping the man close as Poe kisses along his neck.]

[It depends on how far they were both willing to go. Poe could let Finn climb on him for once instead of dodging out of the way. Even if it was only just for fun on the side, it wouldn't hurt. It shouldn't hurt how they operate on their missions either. It might affect Poe later on if they ended up teaming together. But he knew that his mission would be put first if needed.]

[Finn had judged correctly, he was welcoming any touches from the other. Poe moaned at the small touches on fingertips against him. It felt nice that the other was slowly getting into it.]

[The pilot's hands would be mindful of the scar not really paying too much attention to it. He didn't want to hurt Finn nor did he want the other to feel awkward. The touches will continue up, his hand presses flat against the bottom of his shoulder blade.]

[Feeling Finn's fingers against his hair and neck was encouraging enough to suck lightly on the skin. Poe's lips lingered against his pulse before they drift away. He kisses Finn on the mouth once more before breaking away.]

How far are you willing to go?

[Finn could work professionally, of course, though he does tend to run from his problems sometimes, or at least tries to. He hopes it doesn't come to that, as he can't see it being a real problem, but those fears were always real in the back of his mind. Right now though, he had no thought of it. This took all his attention.]

[This being the touch of skin, or his fingers in soft, soft hair. The feel of the kiss at his neck, and the trailing hand up his back. He liked this. All of it. And when the other came back to kiss his lips once more, he let out the tiniest of groans as the man pulled away from them once more.]

[Only to kind of freeze in place. That was a question. He drew back a bit as well, looking to the other with unsure eyes, worrying over his lower lip with his teeth.] I... I don't know. [He said, then sighed, moving to pull at the others shirt collar, to pull him back again, lips hovering over Poe's lips.] I want to see where it will go though. If, that's all right with you? [He asked at last, drawing back only enough to peek eye to eye, questioning it all. He'd go to the end of the universe with this man, why should his trust be any different here.]

[Some other people couldn't work that way, no matter how hard they tried. Their feelings would get in the way. If Finn truly started seeking out being a Jedi he would have to be less selfish. Right now, though, Finn could be who ever he wanted. Poe's mind still would change. His thought of him still wouldn't change. Hopefully he could help Finn in not wanting to run away all the time. Sometimes running wasn't the best option and other times it was.]

[The small nervous touches made him lean against Finn's hands. He couldn't help those pleasures from continuing to rise. Poe was a little worried at first when Finn seemed to freeze. That wasn't his intention at all, he didn't want Finn to worry either. There's a small look of surprise as he's pulled by the collar of his shirt. His lips pull into a wide smirk as he bites down on his bottom lip little.] It is.

[Finn shouldn't think any differently. These private moments would only be shared between them. No one else was around nor can anyone get in. Poe catches those hovering lips with his not wanting to miss a moment to do so.]

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because I am on a roll might as well keep the journal going....