ownerofbb8 | Open RP Post

[Not having anything to fight for a solider could be really boring. Finn could always become a smuggler and get into fights that way. If he needed a pilot... Poe might be willing to help with that. Since they would be at peace and could do whatever they truly wanted. It was a dream and one to keep fighting for. They deserved it after everything everyone has been through. General Organa wants peace. Poe would fight for it too knowing that the Resistance may be the only way to take down the First Order.]

[He could provide more touches. Ones that would be more pleasurable too. Only that his hand held the back of Finn's neck keeping him close. His fingers would brush a little at the back hairs. Poe could make Finn feel good and make him feel more alive. There were plenty more emotions. Not just happy, angry or sad. There were so many others that Finn needed to relearn.]

[Breathing was becoming difficult at times but he remembered too. The drunkenness of it was making his head swim. Poe couldn't help but want something more. He didn't want to push though. He wanted Finn to be willing with it too. There's a small groan as the other pulls away to whisper at him. Another shiver runs down his back as he smirks at question.] You don't seem to mind. [Was all he could breath out before Finn's lips met his with a bit more intensity. Poe gives a small moan as he follows suit with him. This is what he wanted too. It felt right even if it might be a little selfish. His other arm wraps around Finn's mid section allowing his hand to rest at the small of his back.]

[He knew there were more emotions then the base three, but he was having to pick up on each of them slowly himself as time went on. Like the idea of crushing on someone to begin with, or attraction. This took it one step farther, which, no, he wasn't complaining about.]

[He took in a breath when he could, and he had to admit he liked the little groans from the other, or the feel of the shivers. When the arm wrapped around him , so close, so close, he let out a little groan, drawing back from the kiss, just a bit again.] You know.. [He started, catching another kiss, then] ...this is all... [And another, cus damn they were good.] ...kind of new... for me. [He said on a breath, not at all sure how to explain that with out sounding like a terrible idiot.]

[Poe could tell him all about attraction or at least see if Finn could understand it. The other could learn whatever emotions he wanted. It would be for him to decide which ones he wanted to use. Attraction could be fun, but was it just that? Was it more? No matter what it was, Poe enjoyed every moment of it.]

[There was no controlling what his body was doing. The sounds coming from him couldn't be helped either. It felt good and maybe he wanted Finn to know it in some other way. Poe edges forward while pushing against Finn's back gently pulling him closer. He doesn't mind the small broken kisses.] Yeah.. [There's a smile forming in between a few of them.] I know... [The pilot reluctantly pulls his face away to look Finn in the eyes.]

You can set the pace. I can leave that to you. [Since he seemed to be a born natural for certain things. Poe doesn't think Finn could miss, he didn't think that he could mess it up either.] Do what you want, Finn.

[He knows a bit on attraction, at least, you know, the basics, or the laws of it, or, the technical stuff. He knows Stormtroopers who got into trouble for it too. This, he hoped, wasn't something that would get them in trouble. Don't be surprised if he asks about that later actually.]

[It feels good to him too, which is why he liked it. A bit like a person who has never had the chance to feel anything before and now can and wants to try it all. That and Poe's little scooting closer thing was very welcome (and kind of adorable, but he wouldn't say that out loud).]

[As the other says he knows though, for a moment he wonders if it's just because, well, he's smart and knows these things or... because Finn is terrible at affections. He decides not to ask.]

[So much for sleep, huh? That was his original goal, to wander, tire out, or stop in and talk then tire out, for sleep.]

[This was a lot better then sleep anyhow.]

I... I don't know what I want. [He said on a breath, letting it out with an unsure look at the pilot for a moment, chewing on his lower lip before moving in again to attempt to kiss the man but, suddenly growing nervous and drawing back before their lips touched, peeking at him once more.] I don't know. Let's just... see were this goes?

[People didn't need to know what was going on behind closed doors. That was their own business. If anything; it should continue as long as it wouldn't affect their own jobs. Unless Finn decides to join another force... Poe would accept whatever the other would become.]

[His hand on Finn's back slowly raises up the center. Poe is only trying to provide some comfort. He can tell by the motions that it's new for the other. There was absolutely nothing wrong with it. Finn wasn't terrible. He truly seemed to be a natural or at least a fast learner.]

[Sleep would come after they were done doing whatever they were doing. Poe didn't mind being awake for this. Being here in Finn's company. It was nice to have a human conversation and contact.]

Well, you'll figure that out. [He could feel his heartbeat quicken at how close Finn's lips were to his. When the kiss didn't come and Finn hesitated, Poe's lips pull into a small reassuring smile.] Alright. Keep doing whatever you're doing. [There was a short pause before he leans in brushing his nose against Finn's.]

[Finn was a natural mimic. He was very good at picking up something after a time or two of seeing or trying it. The more he enjoyed it the easier it was to learn. Poe's little leading the way with this helped, a lot. The rest just kind of mindlessly came to him.]

[When reassured that he would figure it out, he gave the other a look that wasn't so reassured, but... chuckled anyhow.] I just don't... want to mess anything up. Between us. [He said carefully, eyes closing as he felt Poe's nose rub to his again. Something about even just that was nice. His nose nuzzled back a bit, and, 'keep doing what ever you're doing' left him to lean back in fully, leaning in for another kiss, soft at first, but with a little nudge of his chin and parted lips, he dared to push the kiss farther. No more words from him now.]

[Was he mimicking though? Poe only ever told Finn what controls did what on which side of the TIE starfighter. He didn't have the time to really give the other a full run down on what he needed to do. The pilot was pressed for time as he was trying to get them away. It truly was all up to Finn to figure everything out on his own. He did one hell of a job at it too.]

It doesn't have to lead anywhere serious. [They could always stop but Poe wasn't about to say that out loud when Finn's lips were on his again. He wanted Finn to make decisions of his own. The pilot would follow or even lead him toward something else. Poe parted his own mouth pressing and deepening the kiss.The opportunity was there and it would be silly to waste it. He sucks lightly on Finn's bottom lip wanting to be a bit daring.]

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[Perhaps not all things were mimicked. He is very good with weapons, and Poe did give a run down that made sense. He still isn't sure how he did so well in the TIE fighter, but he's not going to second guess it either. It was amazing, the feeling he got over that.]

[Almost as amazing as this.]

[He felt awkward in this though, which he didn't like, but still, the feel of the others lips on his was thrilling. The soft stubble of his jaw didn't bother him either. A small groan escaped his lips as the other sucked lightly on his lower lip; that was something he'd need to remember too, cus that felt nice. It felt nice enough that he pushed into the kiss a bit more firmly, eager. He might not know where to take it or where this would lead, but every touch was new and felt amazing. For someone who's never had this much attention, it was intoxicating.]

[He would hope that Finn was moving and making decisions on his own. Poe didn't mind how nervous the other might be. Learning would be a new step and he would be patient. He would be able to give Finn that time he needed. They didn't have to be anywhere. They could stay here like this all night.]

[Even if the other wasn't doing much at first. Poe would at least try to coax him to be more confident. Finn could do what he wanted. Anything he wanted and Poe would follow him in it. At the same time though, he would take the first step closer. The eagerness of the other only brought him to explore more. Poe's hand on Finn's back pushes a little wanting to bring him closer. He would be able to give Finn a lot of touch and in different ways.]

[Finn shouldn't be afraid to touch him back]

[The pilot's lip move, sliding and brushing along Finn's chin and jaw. Poe is quick to duck down and presses his mouth against the other's neck. He wanted to find out those sweet points. Those points that would make him feel good too.]

[No one else was making his choices for him, and Finn trusted no one else quite like he did Poe (Rey as well but that was a different kind of trust). The confidence would come, slowly. He was still oddly making sure the other was all right with this. Always thinking of the other person, a bit like asking someone else if they were all right while he was the one bowled over. In this case, even if he knew Poe was all right with it, he was still cautious, careful.]

[Eager though, yes. And that clashed with the cautious side of him that wasn't exactly sure what to DO with his hands. The feel of Poe's hand on his back, pulling him close felt good. Warm and inviting. The way he was sitting he was leaning on one hand on the bed, but the other was a bit lost for the moment, wanting to touch, to reach out and take hold of the other but also unsure. In the end it landed on Poe's thigh, fingers curling a bit into the fabric of his pants as he felt the kisses break to run down his jaw.]

[To trail down his neck. It would be low on his neck that when Poe's lips hit it, just above a pulse point, that Finn's mouth opened with a little intake of breath, eyes closing for a moment at the feel of it.]

[Had he know these kind of things felt this nice he would have dared to sneak around on training base at some point...]

[Poe was more than enough okay with this. Finn could take their relationship however he wanted. He wouldn't think any less or more of the other. Yes, he cared and he would want Finn to be happy. Happiness for the both of them is what mattered. Poe would be sad depending on Finn's ultimate choice. But he would accept whatever he got in the end. Even if that means watching from a distance.]

[Hands where tricking in the beginning. It doesn't matter too much. Placing them anywhere is welcomed. Poe felt himself tense and ease under the hand on his thigh. It sent a wave of heat through him causing another tiny shiver. Mostly pleasure tingles were running up and down his back. His lips massage over the soft sensitive flesh of that point above the pulse. The sounds coming from the other was enough to tell him what he liked.]

[He would make sure to keep those spots to memory. The hand on Finn's back grab hold of his shirt, slowly tugging it up, his hand slides under it to touch at the skin there. His fingertips dip around the curves and take in every little crease. Poe wanted to touch more but he kept his hands from traveling too fast.]

[It depends on how this goes tonight, really. On how the other sees him after this. The last thing he wants to do is ruin anything with Poe, but how nice this feels? He can't imagine it being ruined. Or he hopes not.]

[He was sure he felt the other shiver at the touch to this thigh, encouraging him to let it move, trail up the outside of his thigh to his waist, sliding up slowly, letting his thumb catch on the others shirt, much like Poe was doing to his own shirt at his back. Unsure but careful finger tips graced up over the flesh of the others side.]

[The touches up his back were nice actually, but especially as soft fingertips touched the lower end of the very large back scar. One only doctors had really seen much of. Poe would notice and almost indented groove that runs up the right side of his back, too close to his spine and arcs clear up to a shoulder blade. At the moment, the touch of fingers over it was oddly electrifying. It's a slash of shame for him though, but it felt nice.]

[He does get the idea though, that the touches feel nice. That he likes feeling this close to the other. The hand he's leaning on moves, a little more brave then the first hand, moving to Poe's shoulder, blindly following up it to let his fingers trail through the soft dark hair at his neck, keeping the man close as Poe kisses along his neck.]

[It depends on how far they were both willing to go. Poe could let Finn climb on him for once instead of dodging out of the way. Even if it was only just for fun on the side, it wouldn't hurt. It shouldn't hurt how they operate on their missions either. It might affect Poe later on if they ended up teaming together. But he knew that his mission would be put first if needed.]

[Finn had judged correctly, he was welcoming any touches from the other. Poe moaned at the small touches on fingertips against him. It felt nice that the other was slowly getting into it.]

[The pilot's hands would be mindful of the scar not really paying too much attention to it. He didn't want to hurt Finn nor did he want the other to feel awkward. The touches will continue up, his hand presses flat against the bottom of his shoulder blade.]

[Feeling Finn's fingers against his hair and neck was encouraging enough to suck lightly on the skin. Poe's lips lingered against his pulse before they drift away. He kisses Finn on the mouth once more before breaking away.]

How far are you willing to go?

[Finn could work professionally, of course, though he does tend to run from his problems sometimes, or at least tries to. He hopes it doesn't come to that, as he can't see it being a real problem, but those fears were always real in the back of his mind. Right now though, he had no thought of it. This took all his attention.]

[This being the touch of skin, or his fingers in soft, soft hair. The feel of the kiss at his neck, and the trailing hand up his back. He liked this. All of it. And when the other came back to kiss his lips once more, he let out the tiniest of groans as the man pulled away from them once more.]

[Only to kind of freeze in place. That was a question. He drew back a bit as well, looking to the other with unsure eyes, worrying over his lower lip with his teeth.] I... I don't know. [He said, then sighed, moving to pull at the others shirt collar, to pull him back again, lips hovering over Poe's lips.] I want to see where it will go though. If, that's all right with you? [He asked at last, drawing back only enough to peek eye to eye, questioning it all. He'd go to the end of the universe with this man, why should his trust be any different here.]

[Some other people couldn't work that way, no matter how hard they tried. Their feelings would get in the way. If Finn truly started seeking out being a Jedi he would have to be less selfish. Right now, though, Finn could be who ever he wanted. Poe's mind still would change. His thought of him still wouldn't change. Hopefully he could help Finn in not wanting to run away all the time. Sometimes running wasn't the best option and other times it was.]

[The small nervous touches made him lean against Finn's hands. He couldn't help those pleasures from continuing to rise. Poe was a little worried at first when Finn seemed to freeze. That wasn't his intention at all, he didn't want Finn to worry either. There's a small look of surprise as he's pulled by the collar of his shirt. His lips pull into a wide smirk as he bites down on his bottom lip little.] It is.

[Finn shouldn't think any differently. These private moments would only be shared between them. No one else was around nor can anyone get in. Poe catches those hovering lips with his not wanting to miss a moment to do so.]

[Finn, who still doesn't believe Poe when he says he thinks he's force sensitive, wont go looking to train as a Jedi. Perhaps it's a bit of that 'running away' thing again. Or just that he's so sure he isn't that special to deserve that kind of training. Rey was, not him.]

[It didn't matter at the moment anyhow. Right now was just him and Poe and emotions, which he was learning to like more then the basic set he had before. When it was confirmed that this was all right with Poe as well, Finn smiled into the kiss, which made it a bit more playful, for the most part.]

You'll forgive me? If I'm bad at all this? [He said in a break in the kiss, before letting his lips drop small kisses down the mans jaw, mimicking again, a bit, how the other had worked down his neck not long before.] I'll try to be a quick study. [He said, pressing kisses lower down his neck.]

[It was still possible for it to happen. Finn may not think so, Poe was only suspicious of it. He questioned certain things because Finn could be. Poe was sure that Finn could deserve that kind of training. Maybe not now with how his mind was. Maybe when he was truly ready for it.]

[He couldn't help but finally push Finn a bit more. Poe guides him onto his lap as he looks at him.]

You need to stop doubting yourself. You won't be bad. [He would forgive Finn no matter what he decided. Poe gives a small chuckle as he leans a little back.] You don't want to go too quickly with somethings.

[The small kisses seemed to be leaving hot fire against his skin. Each press from Finn's lips made him tingle. It felt good as he dips his head back giving him more room. His hands move resting on Finn's hips guiding them towards his own and rests them together.]

[Maybe. It would take a bit for Finn to believe it though. Poe was too supportive of things like that. Honestly, he figures if there was anything in him that was 'force sensitive' then the Order would have noticed long before.]

[As the other pulled him more into his lap, Finn shifted, moving with the other. He couldn't help the small nuzzling motion into the mans neck, inhaling slowly then sighing on it, just above his shirt. The scent of him was ridiculous like the man himself was. As in... perfect.] My head thinks a lot of doubtful things, my mouth repeats it.

[As he said that though, he moved to peek back to Poe, eyes curious, before a bit of a lopsided smile crossed his face. Hips to hips he shifted over the man more, leaning into him.] My heart however begs to differ with 'moving too quickly' comment.

[He used both hands to encourage Poe to lay back on his own bed, straddled over him. Moving to lean over him, he ducked in to just about kiss him, only to pause, an inch away from the others lips, to quickly add:] Unless you... ah, think it's too fast.

[Ah, he went from a bit more brave to a moment of doubt again.]

[Would they have noticed though? Maybe they didn't sense it themselves. Perhaps they figured somewhere along the way it didn't matter. As long as the conditioning worked in their favor. If it didn't work maybe they did kill them if they showed signs of treason.]

[Poe couldn't help but pull him onto his lap. The closeness was needed and he wanted more of the other. Perhaps even be more in his scent.] Your mouth doesn't always have to repeat those doubtful things. It could be doing things to distract you from those thoughts.

[It was really a suggestion. Finn could take it however he wanted. But with their hips together Poe rolls his own up against Finn's.] Well, your heart is your heart.

[The pilot didn't complain or protest at the encouragement of hands pushing him back onto the bed. Poe adjusted himself a bit under the other. A wide smirk displayed on his lips.] I was worried it was too fast for you. Maybe I should leave it all into your hands.

[That was a lot of trust, but then maybe, if Finn had all the control. He wouldn't feel so awkward. Poe tilts his chin up to catch the other's lips with his kissing him.]

[Until he actually saw himself do something, he might not ever believe it. Someday, maybe, if there was a dire need for it, it might awaken though. Or if Skywalker sees it. For now, he's just Finn, and Finn liked being just him.]

[At the comment though, about his mouth doing other things to distract him, he couldn't help the honest laugh that came to him, almost a bit embarrassed, but none the less amused. A laugh that was cut a bit by a short intake of air, surprised by how nice it felt to feel the other under him. The roll of the others hips was honestly damn hot.] I think you make a fine distraction already.

[He shook his head, just a bit to the worried comment. Leaning over Poe on one arm, smiling down at him.] Not too fast, no. And if you leave it all to me we might not see where this all goes. Either way, I'm okay with what's... going on right now.

[Very okay. Just inexperienced is all. Which isn't to say he was breakable or delicate but that he just wasn't sure on things. This kiss though, he was a bit more sure on. He had gotten down basic kisses and now playful ones, which this was.]

[It would be brought back up no matter what. Poe didn't really know what Finn had planned to do. He could only hope that he would pick the right path.]

[The amused laugh was nice to hear. It was supposed to be relaxing, not meant for tension. Poe wanted Finn to be open, no matter what. One hand moves and places itself on Finn's forearm, he drifts up towards his shoulder. There's a small suck in of his bottom lip. Maybe there might be a small tint of pink showing on his cheeks, he could just be flushed.] I'm glad I could be a good distraction for you.

[He smiles back up at him.] You're the one currently on top. It's a simple change but it wouldn't hurt to see what you might do.

[Finn being inexperienced wasn't too frightening. Poe would help in anyway he could. The kissing was the easiest motion for Finn. Kissing in general was an easy thing to work on. He pulls his mouth away to look up at him through his lashes.]

[It is relaxing, or at least he's relaxing into all this a bit more. It was taking him a moment to get over his nerves, but Poe was very good about setting his mind at ease.]

[The small bit of pink he could just barely see was encouraging after his comment too, making Finn grin more. He liked that he could make the other blush, even a little. The comment of him being currently on top though made him chuckle as well, taking all of a moment to glance down between them as if he hadn't noticed (though he had) then looked back to Poe's face, grinning.] So I am.

[His arms leaning over the other both started to level down a bit more, one to his elbow, the other free to let his hand drift back up to touch the mans jaw, testing it out and feeling the stubble that he always seemed to have. He opened his mouth to say something, blinked and thought better of it, leaning down to softly kiss Poe again, a bit more tenderly this time. Much more confident though.]

[Finn could probably make Poe blush more if he knew the right words. Just because he could be charming didn't mean that others couldn't try to get him make. Perhaps he'd enjoyed it at times. Being caught off guard was pleasant especially if it was with the ex-trooper.]

[Poe felt a bit self-conscious of the other looking down at him as he were. It felt really silly but his heartbeat quickened as he felt that rush of tingling nerves starting to settle in. He grins back at Finn from his position underneath him. It's nice to be able to see all of Finn in this way too. He had a face that he could stare at for days.]

[There's an inhale of breath as Finn starts to level down. Poe stays still even if he tenses a little at first even if it's not noticeable. The hand at Finn's shoulder slides automatically up to the back of his neck. He eases his hyper nerves slowly by breathing slowly through his nose. The touch along his jaw makes him push his cheek back against his hand. Poe tilts his head a little waiting for Finn to speak but when nothing comes out. He smiles into the soft kiss, it's a bit different from before. It was almost a kiss that could take his breath away.]

[Someday he'll figure out those right words and use them when he can, just to tease him maybe. For now, he didn't mean to make the other blush, even if it did make him seem more human then he already help the man to.]

[There was something about this that was nice. Sweet. He wouldn't push, but being that he had little to no boundaries as well, he didn't mind where things went. Just so long as he didn't, you know, mess anything up. Still, the little things he felt from the other were kind of refreshing. Who knows if he picked it up cus of his 'gut feeling' or because he felt the tenseness of the other at first, or the small breath let out before the kiss.]

[As he drew back from the kiss, just a hair away from the others lips, his dark brown eyes peeked through dark lashes, looking over the others face, and smiling, almost shyly. He sounded surprised in his soft whisper to the other.] You're as nervous as I am, huh...

[When that day comes, Poe will wonder what kind of monster he created. No that kind of monster obviously. The man could blush even if it may have been a rare site to see. It wasn't something he had any control over. His body was going to make things obvious for the other. In more way than just one.]

[Being in that soft moment felt nice. It made him melt even further. The boundaries didn't have to be there anymore between them. The hot closeness of the other was enough to satisfy a deep hunger that he didn't know existed. Well, he kind of did, but never acted upon it. He was afraid that this could all be for not. That this was just a mistake. He didn't want it to be that at all.]

[Poe follows after Finn's lips as he pulls away but stops as the other speaks. He feels his heart racing in that instant.] What gave you that impression? [The hand not on Finn's neck, reaches down grabbing hold of Finn's, he lifts it up to his chest and places Finn's palm flat over his heart.] I'm pretty sure this alone gives you your answer.

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neededapilot - 2016-02-19 08:59 (UTC) - Expand

because I am on a roll might as well keep the journal going....

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