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[Finn could work professionally, of course, though he does tend to run from his problems sometimes, or at least tries to. He hopes it doesn't come to that, as he can't see it being a real problem, but those fears were always real in the back of his mind. Right now though, he had no thought of it. This took all his attention.]

[This being the touch of skin, or his fingers in soft, soft hair. The feel of the kiss at his neck, and the trailing hand up his back. He liked this. All of it. And when the other came back to kiss his lips once more, he let out the tiniest of groans as the man pulled away from them once more.]

[Only to kind of freeze in place. That was a question. He drew back a bit as well, looking to the other with unsure eyes, worrying over his lower lip with his teeth.] I... I don't know. [He said, then sighed, moving to pull at the others shirt collar, to pull him back again, lips hovering over Poe's lips.] I want to see where it will go though. If, that's all right with you? [He asked at last, drawing back only enough to peek eye to eye, questioning it all. He'd go to the end of the universe with this man, why should his trust be any different here.]

[Some other people couldn't work that way, no matter how hard they tried. Their feelings would get in the way. If Finn truly started seeking out being a Jedi he would have to be less selfish. Right now, though, Finn could be who ever he wanted. Poe's mind still would change. His thought of him still wouldn't change. Hopefully he could help Finn in not wanting to run away all the time. Sometimes running wasn't the best option and other times it was.]

[The small nervous touches made him lean against Finn's hands. He couldn't help those pleasures from continuing to rise. Poe was a little worried at first when Finn seemed to freeze. That wasn't his intention at all, he didn't want Finn to worry either. There's a small look of surprise as he's pulled by the collar of his shirt. His lips pull into a wide smirk as he bites down on his bottom lip little.] It is.

[Finn shouldn't think any differently. These private moments would only be shared between them. No one else was around nor can anyone get in. Poe catches those hovering lips with his not wanting to miss a moment to do so.]

[Finn, who still doesn't believe Poe when he says he thinks he's force sensitive, wont go looking to train as a Jedi. Perhaps it's a bit of that 'running away' thing again. Or just that he's so sure he isn't that special to deserve that kind of training. Rey was, not him.]

[It didn't matter at the moment anyhow. Right now was just him and Poe and emotions, which he was learning to like more then the basic set he had before. When it was confirmed that this was all right with Poe as well, Finn smiled into the kiss, which made it a bit more playful, for the most part.]

You'll forgive me? If I'm bad at all this? [He said in a break in the kiss, before letting his lips drop small kisses down the mans jaw, mimicking again, a bit, how the other had worked down his neck not long before.] I'll try to be a quick study. [He said, pressing kisses lower down his neck.]

[It was still possible for it to happen. Finn may not think so, Poe was only suspicious of it. He questioned certain things because Finn could be. Poe was sure that Finn could deserve that kind of training. Maybe not now with how his mind was. Maybe when he was truly ready for it.]

[He couldn't help but finally push Finn a bit more. Poe guides him onto his lap as he looks at him.]

You need to stop doubting yourself. You won't be bad. [He would forgive Finn no matter what he decided. Poe gives a small chuckle as he leans a little back.] You don't want to go too quickly with somethings.

[The small kisses seemed to be leaving hot fire against his skin. Each press from Finn's lips made him tingle. It felt good as he dips his head back giving him more room. His hands move resting on Finn's hips guiding them towards his own and rests them together.]

[Maybe. It would take a bit for Finn to believe it though. Poe was too supportive of things like that. Honestly, he figures if there was anything in him that was 'force sensitive' then the Order would have noticed long before.]

[As the other pulled him more into his lap, Finn shifted, moving with the other. He couldn't help the small nuzzling motion into the mans neck, inhaling slowly then sighing on it, just above his shirt. The scent of him was ridiculous like the man himself was. As in... perfect.] My head thinks a lot of doubtful things, my mouth repeats it.

[As he said that though, he moved to peek back to Poe, eyes curious, before a bit of a lopsided smile crossed his face. Hips to hips he shifted over the man more, leaning into him.] My heart however begs to differ with 'moving too quickly' comment.

[He used both hands to encourage Poe to lay back on his own bed, straddled over him. Moving to lean over him, he ducked in to just about kiss him, only to pause, an inch away from the others lips, to quickly add:] Unless you... ah, think it's too fast.

[Ah, he went from a bit more brave to a moment of doubt again.]

[Would they have noticed though? Maybe they didn't sense it themselves. Perhaps they figured somewhere along the way it didn't matter. As long as the conditioning worked in their favor. If it didn't work maybe they did kill them if they showed signs of treason.]

[Poe couldn't help but pull him onto his lap. The closeness was needed and he wanted more of the other. Perhaps even be more in his scent.] Your mouth doesn't always have to repeat those doubtful things. It could be doing things to distract you from those thoughts.

[It was really a suggestion. Finn could take it however he wanted. But with their hips together Poe rolls his own up against Finn's.] Well, your heart is your heart.

[The pilot didn't complain or protest at the encouragement of hands pushing him back onto the bed. Poe adjusted himself a bit under the other. A wide smirk displayed on his lips.] I was worried it was too fast for you. Maybe I should leave it all into your hands.

[That was a lot of trust, but then maybe, if Finn had all the control. He wouldn't feel so awkward. Poe tilts his chin up to catch the other's lips with his kissing him.]

[Until he actually saw himself do something, he might not ever believe it. Someday, maybe, if there was a dire need for it, it might awaken though. Or if Skywalker sees it. For now, he's just Finn, and Finn liked being just him.]

[At the comment though, about his mouth doing other things to distract him, he couldn't help the honest laugh that came to him, almost a bit embarrassed, but none the less amused. A laugh that was cut a bit by a short intake of air, surprised by how nice it felt to feel the other under him. The roll of the others hips was honestly damn hot.] I think you make a fine distraction already.

[He shook his head, just a bit to the worried comment. Leaning over Poe on one arm, smiling down at him.] Not too fast, no. And if you leave it all to me we might not see where this all goes. Either way, I'm okay with what's... going on right now.

[Very okay. Just inexperienced is all. Which isn't to say he was breakable or delicate but that he just wasn't sure on things. This kiss though, he was a bit more sure on. He had gotten down basic kisses and now playful ones, which this was.]

[It would be brought back up no matter what. Poe didn't really know what Finn had planned to do. He could only hope that he would pick the right path.]

[The amused laugh was nice to hear. It was supposed to be relaxing, not meant for tension. Poe wanted Finn to be open, no matter what. One hand moves and places itself on Finn's forearm, he drifts up towards his shoulder. There's a small suck in of his bottom lip. Maybe there might be a small tint of pink showing on his cheeks, he could just be flushed.] I'm glad I could be a good distraction for you.

[He smiles back up at him.] You're the one currently on top. It's a simple change but it wouldn't hurt to see what you might do.

[Finn being inexperienced wasn't too frightening. Poe would help in anyway he could. The kissing was the easiest motion for Finn. Kissing in general was an easy thing to work on. He pulls his mouth away to look up at him through his lashes.]

[It is relaxing, or at least he's relaxing into all this a bit more. It was taking him a moment to get over his nerves, but Poe was very good about setting his mind at ease.]

[The small bit of pink he could just barely see was encouraging after his comment too, making Finn grin more. He liked that he could make the other blush, even a little. The comment of him being currently on top though made him chuckle as well, taking all of a moment to glance down between them as if he hadn't noticed (though he had) then looked back to Poe's face, grinning.] So I am.

[His arms leaning over the other both started to level down a bit more, one to his elbow, the other free to let his hand drift back up to touch the mans jaw, testing it out and feeling the stubble that he always seemed to have. He opened his mouth to say something, blinked and thought better of it, leaning down to softly kiss Poe again, a bit more tenderly this time. Much more confident though.]

[Finn could probably make Poe blush more if he knew the right words. Just because he could be charming didn't mean that others couldn't try to get him make. Perhaps he'd enjoyed it at times. Being caught off guard was pleasant especially if it was with the ex-trooper.]

[Poe felt a bit self-conscious of the other looking down at him as he were. It felt really silly but his heartbeat quickened as he felt that rush of tingling nerves starting to settle in. He grins back at Finn from his position underneath him. It's nice to be able to see all of Finn in this way too. He had a face that he could stare at for days.]

[There's an inhale of breath as Finn starts to level down. Poe stays still even if he tenses a little at first even if it's not noticeable. The hand at Finn's shoulder slides automatically up to the back of his neck. He eases his hyper nerves slowly by breathing slowly through his nose. The touch along his jaw makes him push his cheek back against his hand. Poe tilts his head a little waiting for Finn to speak but when nothing comes out. He smiles into the soft kiss, it's a bit different from before. It was almost a kiss that could take his breath away.]

[Someday he'll figure out those right words and use them when he can, just to tease him maybe. For now, he didn't mean to make the other blush, even if it did make him seem more human then he already help the man to.]

[There was something about this that was nice. Sweet. He wouldn't push, but being that he had little to no boundaries as well, he didn't mind where things went. Just so long as he didn't, you know, mess anything up. Still, the little things he felt from the other were kind of refreshing. Who knows if he picked it up cus of his 'gut feeling' or because he felt the tenseness of the other at first, or the small breath let out before the kiss.]

[As he drew back from the kiss, just a hair away from the others lips, his dark brown eyes peeked through dark lashes, looking over the others face, and smiling, almost shyly. He sounded surprised in his soft whisper to the other.] You're as nervous as I am, huh...

[When that day comes, Poe will wonder what kind of monster he created. No that kind of monster obviously. The man could blush even if it may have been a rare site to see. It wasn't something he had any control over. His body was going to make things obvious for the other. In more way than just one.]

[Being in that soft moment felt nice. It made him melt even further. The boundaries didn't have to be there anymore between them. The hot closeness of the other was enough to satisfy a deep hunger that he didn't know existed. Well, he kind of did, but never acted upon it. He was afraid that this could all be for not. That this was just a mistake. He didn't want it to be that at all.]

[Poe follows after Finn's lips as he pulls away but stops as the other speaks. He feels his heart racing in that instant.] What gave you that impression? [The hand not on Finn's neck, reaches down grabbing hold of Finn's, he lifts it up to his chest and places Finn's palm flat over his heart.] I'm pretty sure this alone gives you your answer.

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[He might really have to wonder what kind of monster he creates, because in all honesty, once Finn got over the shy and unsure part of him, the part that wanted to run and hide, once he got over that he'll be a lot more open about things like that. About teasing, or knowing what his smile does to the other (and as of right now, he has no idea that his smile does anything).]

[His own heart raced, perhaps for different reasons. There were feelings there, and the fact that he was sitting here late in the evening, curled up over the pilot had been part of the reason for the rush. The feel of something new, for one, but there was more to it then that. He had felt it time and time before. Back in the maze even, when he felt the other watching his back, protecting him, letting him stay close to sleep. There was something about it that felt more then just comrades trying to survive. But then again, he wasn't sure on that. He had never experienced that, even with his training and team.]

[He wasn't sure what it was this time, that made him feel as if Poe was just as nervous as he was. Maybe he was imagining things, and as Poe asked what gave him that impression, he shook his head, just slightly.] I'm... not sure. Just a feeling, I guess.

[But then the movement of his hand, pulled over to rest, palm flat on Poe's chest. He held his own breath a moment, feeling, the thud of his heart, moving faster he though. A fascinated look crossing Finns face, for just a moment, a pulling smile over his lips as he seemed to concentrate on the feel of it, as if he could hear it. A boyish look almost, as if it surprised him. He peeked back to Poe, speaking softly.] Feels like mine.

[He'll wonder about it when there's time for it. Poe was patient, very patient at that. There would be no pushing here. No forcing the other to change so suddenly. None of that. Everything was out done out of friendship so far. A close loyalty and trust that Poe could give to Finn. He enjoyed watching Finn learn, slowly open up, slowly become the man he's supposed to be. Not the man he got trained into being.]

[Here right now with the other shouldn't have been any different with him. It was though, it was a bit different. His own emotions made his chest tight with longing. Poe felt the same thing out in the maze. There were plenty of moments that he thought maybe he had read too much into it. Poe would continue to share in those comrade moments too. Watching his back, making sure that he comes back safely too, there were other moments of making sure that he followed him no matter what, the hand grabbing wasn't bad and welcomed if he wasn't quick enough on his own feet.]

[They were here in a more intimate way. Poe was feeling nervous because he wanted to give Finn a good impression too.] A feeling... I bet we're both feeling the same thing. You could be more specific.

[The pilot had done something that was a bit more intimate. He was a bit shy with it too but he wanted Finn to know where his heart was. What it was doing. The beat quickened maybe even more or skipped a bit before beating faster with Poe catching that boyish look. That pull of the lips that could melt hearts. There might be another flush to his cheeks.] You're causing this.

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